Sun of an idiot me.

So i really really really went back to GI. I have to include so many 'really' cause even i myself cannot believe that this is happening. I mean, this indecisive sun of an idiot here, how can any boss still accept her back? I am surprise. Hahahaha. Sometimes i wonder how people around me stand me. I know they just want me to disappear sometimes. Like Rach always say 'Omg Angela ohmygod' and Zhihao 'You see the wall there?' Uh yeah. He don't have to continue. I know he wants me to run through it.

Whatever it is, i have decided and thats it. Yeah, people that i truly care about are not around to work with anymore. But i guess this is the time for me to learn to be independent. I am turning 17 soon. Yet sometimes i feel like i'm 15. I need to stop depending on people and start doing things like a 17. I guess shutting up is the first step to being 'mature' in a sense.

Hahaha okay i think this is damn funny but i always feel mature and smart until i open my mouth to realise how stupid i am. I wish i could react faster to what people say. Basically i just want to be smarter. Okay whatever. Hahahah I need to go and study PM already. 

Byebye guys!