Self doubt

I was the happiest girl this weekend. TEEHEEE! Besides all the stress that i've been sucking up for the past 2 weeks, i think these 2 days made it all worthwhile. Went to shoot fireworks yesterday. And i'm definitely going back next Saturday because the smoke is such a burden it killed almost all my photos.

Reading those messages again and again like bedtime stories together with pictures of memories like movies playing in my head before i fall asleep last night. And i'm happy! Hehehe. I don't need a lot. I just want that attention once in a while. Am i asking for too much? Maybe i am. Hahaha. We are all humans. There's only so much we can remember. Who am i to expect anybody to remember me? This world is so big and i'm just one of the millions of people. Sometimes i wish there are more people who can make me feel like how you do. Make me laugh, make me feel secure and feel like myself. I didn't have to pretend to like anything that i don't or hide whatever that i want to say. I just can be like me. Why can't i have someone that makes me feel like this but at the same time feels happy when they are with me too. HAHAHA

OKAY. Last warning to myself. Its gonna be a tedious week again and i have to get prepared for this upcoming week. I CAN DO THIS! Spread the love guys! We all can do this! ^^ Alright, gonna prepare to head out for interview soon! Byebye all!