I was trying very hard to keep all these to myself. But i realise i can't. So i went to tell my mum about it. And all she said was 'The most important thing between two people when they are together is to be happy. If he really likes you, he will trust you enough and come for you.' I was processing her words and i realise what she meant. Maybe she's right. One day when he's ready, when he finally overcome those fear, maybe we will really end up together. Who knows? I'm really thankful for having such a wise mum like her.
Though part of me really wanted us to work and to give it a try even though i'm scared too, because truth is in the end we only regret the chances we didn't take and the relationships we're too afraid to have. And another part of me feels like i'm waiting for someone better to replace me in your heart, but i would rather be single than to ever lose you in my life.
I think all these post about him should stop. Because i've gotten the answer that i wanted and needed, it doesn't matter if its the answer that i want. Now that i'm clear, although i'm still unclear of what lies ahead, but now that i'm clear of how he feels, its time for me to get over this.
I wrote a card for each of my parents for my Birthday. Hahaha. I know right. Its my birthday why will i write cards for them. Without them, there wouldn't be me. I'm not perfect. But they are the ones who taught me all the values that i have now. I am thankful for that. I know i'm gonna sound stupid but i will continue to learn to be a better person HAHAHA!
Alright, gonna go start on Math soon. Bye all! ^^
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