Busy busy

I was 10 times better already. I don't know what happened either. Sigh. Nevermind.

I'm gonna get really busy from next week onward. Hehehe. Which is good. Tennis training is resuming. Time whack some ballsssss. Teeheee! So basically, my life is just going be school, photography, tennis and work, school, photography, tennis and work and it repeats.

Met up with mum after school because I forgot to bring my keys and I couldn’t enter my house. HAHA. Was in a pretty bad mood. I think she gave up asking me why cause all I said was I’m tired. But she knew. Cause she told me a story that relates to my problem. And she said 'Never never never never get your feelings involved.' This is why I love her so much. If one day she’s gone, whose gonna be there to be patient with me and guide me through all the lessons in life? Whats more, my super indecisive personality will require me to learn it the hard way before I truly understand the seriousness of it.

Guess it is time to get some things sorted out.

Everyone gets tired. I am tired. And I’m on the verge of giving up already. So before I really do, please cherish me. Will ya? If not, let me go. You know that I have something for you. If you don’t feel the same, then give me some time alone. You don’t have to say anything. Just leave me alone. I need to get over it. It’s been way too long and I have broken too many promises to myself for you. So, please.