Why is it all about you.

Its Teachers' day tomorrow and i'm all ready! I miss my classmates so much. Hehehe. I've got no time to bake for Mdm Aishah but i guess i'll just give her those carnations my godma made. And i can't wait for Sunday because i'm gonna stay home to bake! Hehehe! 

I know I’m pretty crazy some times because I assume that people whom I talk about in this blog actually read my blog. But whether they do or not, I still feel 10 times better after blogging. So here I go.

I don’t want to think too much. But at the same time I wish that I’m just thinking too much because I felt that you are distancing yourself from me. To be honest I’m pretty sad because you are the one who told me that you don’t want us to lose what we have. Yet you are the one distancing yourself. I really want to talk to you. But I can’t. Because I know I’m annoying. And I don’t want you to feel like I’m pushing you or whatsoever. Part of me regretted asking. But I know I made the right choice because I need to know. What I didn’t expect was that I actually landed myself in my own grave because your words and actions killed me. I know all these are my fault because I made that choice. And I’m sorry because I showed my feelings. But if you really don’t want to lose what we have, will you do something about it? Because I don’t know what to do anymore. If you’re worried because you didn’t feel the way you thought you did, it’s really okay. I’m not gonna take what you said previously to heart. Okay? But if it doesn't really matter to you, then its okay! Really really. *smiling emoji* hehehe. Just be happy and yeah. 

Okay, imma go prepare my stuff for tomorrow already. Bye guys!