I don't like the nights

Its been long. Hehehe. But life's pretty good recently! Just that i've gotten myself pretty sick yesterday and today. HAHA. Rusty pipe throat and running tap nose i'll like to call it. HAHAHA!

Went to the airport with parents just now for a walk. I like that place. Although (as much as i'd like to) i can't get out of this little red dot anytime soon, i like to imagine myself taking the flight and just leaving this place for a while. I'm so tired. Even though i'm having holidays now, i feel even more tired than i am when i have school. Because i'm on holidays and there's nothing for me to do, i spend too much time thinking about stuff. Trust me its super tiring to keep thinking and thinking. Especially at night. Those thoughts keep me awake. Even when i'm really tired, i can't sleep. It is really so bad i can't describe it. I use to love the nights. But i just don't anymore. Well.. Should have learnt right? Not to ever rely. 

Going out with parents tomorrow and i should really head to bed now. Goodnight guys ;)

Please don't give me the attention and then the next moment leave me in the middle of nowhere. You are really super important to me. Please don't do this to me. Because its you, it breaks my heart so much more than anybody else.