Look at us, look at me.

I just saw something that made me so sick that i really feel like vomiting now. It's not that bad. But i just can't help it. This world is so small i think i.. Omg. I don't know. I just want to be hidden among the crowd omg. 

Yeah. I guess thats the difference between others and me. I don't like to be the attention. I don't want to be. I don't want people to know me. I just want to be there for them and thats it. I have been doing what i like and its good this way. To be there for them and after they got better, they will leave. And another will come. It has always been like this and i'm cool with that. Maybe it hurts. But i know after some time everything will get better and i will get better. Of course, during the process, i learn too. And now, honestly i think its time for me to just get over it already. Maybe part of me is still not over you. Its obvious. But i know its kind of impossible for us too. Look at the people around you and look at me. Which part of me fits in? They are pretty and famous all. And i'm just me being here, blogging and munching on my chips at this timing. Hahaha! Even i laugh at myself. So.. I guess i finally see it now. But honestly i'm really thankful for all the memories you have given me. It has been and is the best part of my life.  

Its raining. And i love this weather, especially at this timing. Hehehe. I've spent my whole entire day today doing nothing. Like really nothing. I literally lazed around the entire day. And its gonna be the same for tomorrow. Okay today since its already 12. But i'm gonna bake on Sunday with mum! Hehehe. Lets have some #foodporn post on Insta on Sun! Alright, imma go hunt for some movies now. 

Take care and good bye.