Some things, you just know.

Had a 5 hours meeting till 8:30pm after Math paper today. I have no idea how i survived it but i did! Hehehe. I'm so excited for the IG outing next Thursday. Well, part of the reason might be because i'm part of the planning team and i know how all these are going to work.

Tomorrow's USS trip is cancelled because one of the roller coaster broke down or something. Feeling a little disappointed because its meant to be an outing for me to put my mind off stuff for a little while. But i guess its fine because then i can accompany my mum and granny to the hospital. Speaking of hospital, i think i should visit the doctor some time soon because i realise my appetite and stomach have been really weird recently. I'm not so sure is it because of my irregular meals or what. But i haven't felt this kind of discomfort for pretty long already. Dad is really nice. He actually went to buy small packets of biscuits and told me to bring it with me wherever i go because its going to be really useful when i feel that my gastric is acting up. These are the little things that i'm really grateful for.

I have been kinda busy these few weeks. Not exactly really busy but its the mental thing thats making me really exhausted to the point whereby i kind of forgot how it feels like to be taken care of. I know i have many people around me who cares but it just feels like i'm so occupied with my own thoughts that i can't see anyone around me. Blinded by myself man.
But i felt it now. Those care and concern, i do. And i thank you for feeling something for me because being liked and loved is a blessing. I can't tell these to you personally because i don't want to make you feel bad or whatever. So if you happen to visit my blog and saw this, yeah. This post is for you. No words can describe how grateful i am for all those things that you have done for me. But some things, you just know. I have no idea what do you see in me but i don't think thats important because i'm pretty sure by the end of our time together you'll know me more and understand why i said that. I'm not going to ask you not to wait or say all those words that people always say because i believe one day you will meet someone who truly deserves you. And till then, you can take all your time to feel what you are feeling now. But i promise our friendship will go on ;)

Its 1am now and its time for bed. Goodnight guys! ^^