Friday

Its Friday again! I'm feeling as exhausted as any other Fridays. Haha. Well, nothing major happened. Just that i've decided to perform with the crew on the 16th since my knee has healed. Its kind of tough for me cause i haven't been dancing and i'm feeling really awkward this time round. But anyways...

I have always been struggling with English. And i realise that i'm not doing very well for that module in school. To be honest i have no idea what should i do, but i know i can't give up. Maybe i should find myself a tutor. Most likely i will. I can't let myself fail. I'm feeling stressed up. I have a lot of things to do but i do not have enough time. Lets not link that to work. Cause the reason why i have a lot of things to do is because i couldn't catch up in school and i have to study on my own. I'm missing secondary school so much.

I use to hear a lot from the seniors that Poly lecturers will not give you the attention like how secondary school teacher does. It didn't really affect me at that point of time and i kind of didn't want the secondary school teachers to put so much attention on me. But right now, i realise without the attention of teachers everything became so much tougher. You have to be a lot more independent. The facils in poly are not going to pause their lessons just because you can't get it. You have either email them or ask your friends. I was so stressed during Math today i almost cried because i couldn't get it. I'm so pissed with Math, with my faci and maybe with myself. This is so tiring.

I know i've been complaining a lot. But i guess i have to or i'll go crazy one day. Okay whatever, im gonna go start on my project. At this timing, yes. Damn. Goodnight!