Saturday, 2 February 2013

Me

Was really tired last night so i didn't bother blogging. Quite a lot of things happened. My godpa fell when he was showering and tore his waist muscle. This happened few days back. But we went his house to visit him last night.

I was preparing to head out just now when my mum called and say that my dad sprained his waist. Homygod. I'm really tired these 2 days for whatever thats happening right now. But i guess whats meant to happen will happen. Its 8 days before chinese new year and all those accidents come flooding... Life goes on anyways.

Was kind of upset with myself yesterday.  I don't understand why i keep comparing myself to other people. And why can't i stop trying so hard to please others. Its getting so tiring. And i really think that i'm losing myself. I know that there will always be people who are prettier smarter out there. But i just wish i'm them. Yeah its childish and immature. Thats why, i'm gonna find myself back. I'm gonna be myself. A bit chim and i don't know how too. But i will definitely find a way to get myself back on track ^^

Gonna go have lunch with dad now and probably head to the library to start my research on Mass Comm! ^^ Really can't wait for school to start so i'll have work to keep me busy with and all those nonsensical thoughts can just fuck off my mind. HEEEES! Bye!

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