Haven't been maintaining my blog cause i'm lazy. HEHEHE. School will be starting in less than a month time. Not forgetting orientation that is happening next week. Superrrrrr excited!
I've been having holidays for 5 months. Its damn funny. Cause during my N level period, i was spamming myself with sessions and dance classes. I was so worried my results is going to get affected cause i dance too much and i told myself to stop for a month and continue after my major exams. So i really stopped. And after exams instead of dancing, i went to work. So i worked and worked and somehow, i don't know how, 5 months passed. Is not like i haven't have any fun during this 5 months. I've been to a few places that i never knew exist. So overall, i had fun!
I'm pretty sure i changed over this 5 months. Character wise, confidence wise, mindset and so on. Good and bad i guess. I get influenced too easily. Actually to be honest i've been fighting so hard not to get affected by people. I mean, its not easy having your mind and heart to say different things. Somehow you want to follow your mind. Cause thats always the easy way out. But you know only your heart tells you the right things. So... yeah. Following my heart this time, i'm leaving GI for real. Tomorrow is my second last day of work. I'm sooooo glad. And my dad is damn cute. He wanna celebrate for me. Haha!
Hmm.. I told my mum this morning that i want a getaway before school starts. Not anywhere far, just somewhere away from here where all the problems are. Someone once told me that actually there's nothing to worry about. Is like, if we have what we want, everythings good. If we don't, there's nothing we can do. Life goes on. Not like i don't know the theory of 'life goes on'. But how do we exactly get over it? Well, that use to bother me 24/7. But not anymore i guess. Its time to move on girl! The next chapter of my life is waiting for me. Meanwhile, i shall just bear with it.
Alright, goodnight!
No comments:
Post a Comment