Today is my last day at work. Although its just 3 months, i'm still filled with mixed emotions. Its weird. I can't explain it either. But to be honest a lot did happen. Its like another chapter of my life. I've met new people, made some really good friends, gone to some really nice places that i've never been to and ate some good food which i never knew exist. Sounds pathetic. HAHA. But its true. I'm a really suaku person.
Feeling kinda empty right now. Like, what am i gonna do? When i'm working, i spend most of my time working. Now that i've quit, how am i gonna spend my time? Do research? Stay at home? Do house chores? Go shopping? What? Really hate this feeling i'm having now. Friends are busy with school and work. And me.... How can anybody be as free as me? Can't believe i'm laughing at myself. I wonder how many people out there wants to be like me. Carefree and can just sleep through the entire day yet i'm asking for so much. Hmm.. Whats wrong with me.
One of the reason why i hate being so free is probably because i think a lot. Maybe too much. I can spend my whole entire day thinking about things that are beyond my control. The saying 'Let nature take its own course' is obviously not for me. This is something that i got to change as well. Stop making up stories in my head and be realistic. Maybe then i can save myself from a lot of heartaches.
I'm still not sure of what to do. But i'm tired now. Like mentally and physically. So, bye!
Oh btw, what a title. LOL
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