Never expected myself to be posting things like this but i'm really tired and i need a place to pour things out. This heavy heart of mine is killing me. My granny had been admitted to the hospital.
I don't wanna talk about the details of her illness. But seeing how she is today really breaks my heart. I feel like i'm dying from all the holding back of tears. Right now to me, that is one of the hardest thing to do. I hate that. Cause it stops me from speaking. That lump in my throat blocks my voice.
I'm so tired and so scared. Tired of crying and scared of losing. I would do anything if it could take away the pain from her. I'm serious. It really kills me inside to see her suffer. She have done so much for us. So so much. Why her?
Regrets. So much regrets. I really hate myself now. So much.
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