Genuinely Happy

It has been a good one and a half months. Well, I've been so busy lately i can't even breathe. To think i actually still have time to sit here and blog about my life.

Here i go.
First of all, i'm graduating PFP in less than a months time. I'm scared, of course. Because i'm not ready to say goodbye. I will never be ready. I love this bunch too much to let them go, honestly. What am i gonna do after we split into our different paths? All these memories that we have created together as a class for this one year, are we gonna just leave it? Is it gonna be just another 'its just a part of life'? No. I hate goodbyes. I hate it so much. But this is something i can't control. I don't know whats gonna happen after 1st of April. But one thing i'm sure of, i will always be here. If anyone needs my stupidity. HAHAHA

Secondly, I'm in love. Hahaha well, i have always been. But this time its different. Because after such a long period of infatuation, i finally have the chance. Oh yes, we got together. I have no idea what to say or how to actually express this amount of happiness.

I guess I've never really been in love. I mean, yeah i have been in relationships before but, well it feels different. Maybe its because i'm finally turning 18 and everything is starting to feel real. Friends, family, priorities, feelings. And bout feelings, i am happy. Like, genuinely happy.

I don't know if i can really make you happy like how you made me but i will do my best. I am thankful for everything that you have done for me. I know having you to step out of what you had before and accept this is tough, but for giving me this chance, i promise i won't ever hurt you. And all i hope for is for you to never give up on me even after seeing my flaws. 
Lets do this together. 

Tons of shit to be done. But i guess i'm gonna turn in cause this drowsiness is so drowsy?  HAHAHA Bye guys!