TGIT, TGIF

Had a long day. Nope, long week. Hahaha. Feeling pretty.... Tired i guess. Plus that small quarrel just now, it just make my day more tiring than it already is.

He don't understand. I'm not the kind of people who hates. And i seldom dislike. Maybe sometimes i don't agree with the way certain people do certain things, but it doesn't mean that i dislike you. Because i know people have different personalities and opinion. But this is different. Trust me, when i say it is, it really is. I dislike this guy. Sometimes i wish there are people who really truly understands me. As my close kin, you knew that i don't hate and i don't really distant myself from people. But why can't you just try to accept the fact that i can't like and accept this person?
Everything happens for a reason, but knowing the reason is not necessary all the time. Just give me a break. Because i really think i deserve to live my life and of course to live it the way i want it to be.

Bad times aside, today marks the end of my PFP journey. Like, after a year, FINALLY. HEHEHEH! I'm so happy i swear. This one year in RP had been pretty interesting. The different people i have met, the things i have done and everything. I am really thankful to everyone who have made an impact in my life. You all know i love you ;)

Another bright note, its Friday tomorrow! Hehehehe and i get to see mua boyfriend ^^
Goodnight everyone.

Genuinely Happy

It has been a good one and a half months. Well, I've been so busy lately i can't even breathe. To think i actually still have time to sit here and blog about my life.

Here i go.
First of all, i'm graduating PFP in less than a months time. I'm scared, of course. Because i'm not ready to say goodbye. I will never be ready. I love this bunch too much to let them go, honestly. What am i gonna do after we split into our different paths? All these memories that we have created together as a class for this one year, are we gonna just leave it? Is it gonna be just another 'its just a part of life'? No. I hate goodbyes. I hate it so much. But this is something i can't control. I don't know whats gonna happen after 1st of April. But one thing i'm sure of, i will always be here. If anyone needs my stupidity. HAHAHA

Secondly, I'm in love. Hahaha well, i have always been. But this time its different. Because after such a long period of infatuation, i finally have the chance. Oh yes, we got together. I have no idea what to say or how to actually express this amount of happiness.

I guess I've never really been in love. I mean, yeah i have been in relationships before but, well it feels different. Maybe its because i'm finally turning 18 and everything is starting to feel real. Friends, family, priorities, feelings. And bout feelings, i am happy. Like, genuinely happy.

I don't know if i can really make you happy like how you made me but i will do my best. I am thankful for everything that you have done for me. I know having you to step out of what you had before and accept this is tough, but for giving me this chance, i promise i won't ever hurt you. And all i hope for is for you to never give up on me even after seeing my flaws. 
Lets do this together. 

Tons of shit to be done. But i guess i'm gonna turn in cause this drowsiness is so drowsy?  HAHAHA Bye guys!