Wowsie Lousy 5 Years Later

Wow wow wow. It's 2020 and I'm now 23. I've been working full time for three years now. Thanks to Kane, a colleague and a friend who randomly brought up blogspot, i would not have revisited this baby.

I used to wonder about the point of keeping a blog. I mean i did it because people were doing it. But deep down i wonder why I would want people to know what I'm going through. Oh, maybe is cause I have a thing for buttons and with blogging, I get to type. HAHAHA Otherwise, it'll be better to write a journal right? After all not all things that we go through are beautiful. And shouldn't we spread beauty in the world?

Okay, i guess sharing our experience are good as well. So here's one. I had a video conference interview today and I've been nervous about it for some time. (In case you didn't know, a global pandemic is going on now - Covid-19. Who in 2013 would've thought that we will live to ever experience this???) 

But I felt like I've done enough preparation so I went ahead with it. I did 2 tech runs, 1 by myself and 1 with Josh. Basically, I made sure that the recording function is working and that it definitely saved into the external hard drive. 

Then came the main interview, which took slightly more than an hr long. When the interview ended and I stopped the recording, it did not appear in my hard disk at all. Well, there's no conclusion because currently the file is still nowhere to be found. Claire, the HR has helped me to email ZOOM, cause the weird thing is that even the meeting did not appear under "past meetings". What the sai is that?

So yeah. If it all fails, I will take responsibility and request for another interview. Just so you know, I am nervous. as. hell. I feel like this is a rookie mistake, even tho technically (literally) is not my fault because I am super sure that I made sure it was recorded. But even so, any kind of explanation is basically just excuse because it is my responsibility to make sure that it all goes well. 

That's my day, as an adult, living through the pandemic, working from home, waiting for some good news from Claire. Ok bye. Hopefully I keep this up. 

P/S: I AM STILL WITH ARMY BOY IT BEEN 6 YEARS OK BYE

P/P/S: I STARTED POLE DANCING 2 YEARS AGO IT MAKES ME HAPPY

P/P/P/S: ONE OF THE MOST USEFUL THING I LEARNT OVER THE PAST 5 YEARS IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN IT'S AND ITS

How's life?

It has been 5 months since i last logged into this blog. Hahaha, almost forgotten it's presence. Well, life has been pretty peaceful since then, what about you? :)

I guess one of the major things that happened is that i went to learn driving, and i failed my first TP with an A of 46 points. Hahah! How amazing is it. Wait, the best part is that i got awarded most for driving too slowly #swag  But then again...



Trust me guys, i checked my blindspot before i reverse my car. Trust me. I think the tester wasn't paying attention when i was driving okay. Azmi (one of the funniest friend i have) suggested that i should probably mention out loud the next time i do parking for my test. "Unless the tester ask you to shut up," said Azmi.

Anyway, the next TP will be on the 4th of July. Wish me luck and i shall drive faster than ever. Hahaha!

I think i fell in love with Peaceful Indie today. It's so calming it's almost impossible hahaha! If i happened to not be the last one who is introduced to this genre, go and hear them out!

I guess it won't be long for me to be back again, with a #lalaadventure blog post! Meanwhile, bye guys!

A trip to Farmer's Market

I always wanted to go to Pasarbella but either i am too busy, or i'm simply too lazy to get my butt off the house. Hahaha, typical teenager.

This time was an exception, since i've been longing to go for months.

Pasarbella ("Beautiful" in Italian) is a Farmer's Market located in Bukit Timah. What differs it from the supermarket is probably the concept of the place as well as the things that they sell.

In Pasarbella, all the stores are unique from all over the World. It ranges from fresh fruits, to seafood as well as wine products.

Fresh fruits!

The corn looks really tempting

Cheese lovers anyone?

They even have stalls that sells balloons and other interesting products! 

Aren't they pretty?

The ready-eat product looks and tastes really good as well. The food cost quite a bit but overall, comparing the food and the price, it is worth it! 

Roasted Crispy Pork!

There are quite a few quotes around the Market as well! 

Of course, not forgetting the super cute toilet signs! Hehe!

Good concept eh? Haha!

Did not buy anything from that trip, but it definitely satisfied my hunger for adventure and it's definitely a good experience!  :)

Pasarbella
Address: 
PasarBella @ The Grandstand Bukit Timah

200 Turf Club Road Singapore 287994

Opening Hours:

Stalls : 9.30am to 7pm*

Restaurants: 10am to 10pm

Website: Pasarbella

Life

It has been quite some time since i logged into blogger. But guess i just these thoughts need to be expressed. Been feeling and thinking quite a lot today. Life is so fragile. Isn't it?

I don't understand. We are reminded time after time to cherish the people around us when they are still alive, but these words never really get into us do they? Only when things really happened, that is when we truly understand the meaning of "cherish". 

At times as we are getting on with our busy lives, we often forget that time will never turn back and the people around us are constantly growing old. We forget that the world don't revolve around us and only us. Without those who are there to support us even before we were born, how can you be who you are today? Yet some are blinded by the material things that even Love can't make them see. It is painful to see how the ones that we love dearly are the ones who let us down. 

It is sad that moments become memories. But being alive, this is a cycle that we will never get to change, right? 

TGIT, TGIF

Had a long day. Nope, long week. Hahaha. Feeling pretty.... Tired i guess. Plus that small quarrel just now, it just make my day more tiring than it already is.

He don't understand. I'm not the kind of people who hates. And i seldom dislike. Maybe sometimes i don't agree with the way certain people do certain things, but it doesn't mean that i dislike you. Because i know people have different personalities and opinion. But this is different. Trust me, when i say it is, it really is. I dislike this guy. Sometimes i wish there are people who really truly understands me. As my close kin, you knew that i don't hate and i don't really distant myself from people. But why can't you just try to accept the fact that i can't like and accept this person?
Everything happens for a reason, but knowing the reason is not necessary all the time. Just give me a break. Because i really think i deserve to live my life and of course to live it the way i want it to be.

Bad times aside, today marks the end of my PFP journey. Like, after a year, FINALLY. HEHEHEH! I'm so happy i swear. This one year in RP had been pretty interesting. The different people i have met, the things i have done and everything. I am really thankful to everyone who have made an impact in my life. You all know i love you ;)

Another bright note, its Friday tomorrow! Hehehehe and i get to see mua boyfriend ^^
Goodnight everyone.

Genuinely Happy

It has been a good one and a half months. Well, I've been so busy lately i can't even breathe. To think i actually still have time to sit here and blog about my life.

Here i go.
First of all, i'm graduating PFP in less than a months time. I'm scared, of course. Because i'm not ready to say goodbye. I will never be ready. I love this bunch too much to let them go, honestly. What am i gonna do after we split into our different paths? All these memories that we have created together as a class for this one year, are we gonna just leave it? Is it gonna be just another 'its just a part of life'? No. I hate goodbyes. I hate it so much. But this is something i can't control. I don't know whats gonna happen after 1st of April. But one thing i'm sure of, i will always be here. If anyone needs my stupidity. HAHAHA

Secondly, I'm in love. Hahaha well, i have always been. But this time its different. Because after such a long period of infatuation, i finally have the chance. Oh yes, we got together. I have no idea what to say or how to actually express this amount of happiness.

I guess I've never really been in love. I mean, yeah i have been in relationships before but, well it feels different. Maybe its because i'm finally turning 18 and everything is starting to feel real. Friends, family, priorities, feelings. And bout feelings, i am happy. Like, genuinely happy.

I don't know if i can really make you happy like how you made me but i will do my best. I am thankful for everything that you have done for me. I know having you to step out of what you had before and accept this is tough, but for giving me this chance, i promise i won't ever hurt you. And all i hope for is for you to never give up on me even after seeing my flaws. 
Lets do this together. 

Tons of shit to be done. But i guess i'm gonna turn in cause this drowsiness is so drowsy?  HAHAHA Bye guys!

Sick girl, busy week

Its been 3 days man. 3 freaking days and i'm still as sick. I've been stucking tissue up my nose so much that the skin around my nose is peeling off a little and when i cleanse my face just now it hurts. It feels like i got sun burnt. And while i'm typing this, there's another one stuck up. You get what i mean? HAHAHA Its especially irritating when one side of the nose is block and the other just keeps running like water tap. Darn this. Yeah, and days like this i wonder if i'm dying soon. HAHAHA.

Really feel like visiting a doctor tomorrow and just give my MC. But i just realise that my graded assignment is due tomorrow which means i die die have to attend school because if its late by just one min i will be down graded by one grade. And that is obviously unnecessary because i took so much effort to complete that piece of work on the first week of hols. Not just about the assignment. I have a field trip to Chinatown after school tomorrow. Oh my.

And then i was thinking maybe i can see a doctor after the trip tomorrow and i remembered i have Math on both Thursday and Friday. HAHA. TADA. And then its Saturday. Saturday... Did i just remind myself that there's an interview this coming Sat. OHGOD. Okay shall not think so far for now.

I'm just praying that tomorrow when i wake up i will at least feel a little better. Or else i will have to wear a mask everywhere i go. Eeee. HAHAHA. Should really rest now. Bye peeps!