Had been a pretty long day today. It was kind of.. Bad i guess. With this cramp going on plus the muscle-ache from PE yesterday and the bad night sleep because of that irritating car's alarm from right below my house.
Been thinking a lot, as usual. And i kind of see things a little clearer now. Who cares, who doesn't. And who pretended. But i guess all these don't quite matter anymore. It use to mean a lot to me. Because i thought if i were to keep treating people like how i want to be treated, people will do the same. But i was wrong. It doesn't work that way. People don't treat you nicely and sincerely just because you do. If i were to keep going back to people who don't give a shit and stick through them, at the end of the day i'll be the one getting hurt. Over and over. And after all these shit that i've put myself through, i think i'm pretty much done. I don't have much time and there's only so much that i can do. I got to move on with my life. I have goals, family and friends who really care even though they don't say it. And i know they do because no matter what happens, they are always there. And maybe this is what you do when you truly care. You show them that you will always be there. Its never going to be about words anymore. If you really think that i am important to you, show me that i am.
I'm so tired now i can't even move my arms. Can you imagine how im typing now? Hahah! Gotta go shower and take a nap before starting on my assignments. Feeling like a dog now. Anyways, bye! ^^ Cramps urgh..
